Apparently I can't put cyrano's meme here, because I don't know how to copy-paste in blogspot yet.

I am tired, and have been alll week. It feels like it should be Thursday. How is it not Thursday? German is getting tougher, but it's still fun. 

I;ve been really touchy about stuff lately cause I feel a lot of the times like I'm on the brink of not caring about school again and I have to keep pushing... I don't know. Whatever.

Everyone's been saying Spanish is an easy language. I don't really know how to feel about that. I haven't known how to feel about a lot of things lately... I just feel kind of lost. Whatever. I'm starting to think I should become certified as a math teacher just to show myself I can. It seems like every step I take someone's saying (even if it's just me), "Well, it's lucky that wasn't actually hard, or I don't know what you'd do." And someone else is always saying, "How do you get it all done?" I kinda feel like the latter is just a nice thing to say and the former is closer to the truth but... I don't know. I don't think I'm dumb. I could be wrong. 

I'M SO INSECURE. It's hard to fight against it when you think you're probably right.